Lets keep it-the testing and teasing- above the waist Damn I had a good one for that but since we have to play by your rules I will just keep it to myself.
I have been in quite a funk lately. Hence my lack of comments of any real substance to your post.
All this trying to feel it and go with my emotions instead of closing down. Is proving to be quite a challenge. And I do not hesitate to say one I am not enjoying much.
Last night while having sex with the H Just all of a sudden out of the blue I got struck with the feeling of being totally alone and lonely. Like someone had just walked on my grave. It was so intense I started to cry. In a effort to go with it I just let the tears flow instead of controlling them and then I could not sleep. My mind just kept saying WTF where did that come from and why at that time. This is just one of many recent wierdness that have been streaming through me.
So until I can get a grip I am really not saying alot around here other then cheery banter.
Hope your trip goes good!
And by the way I have been eatting again. Just a few days of falling of the wagon. The scale is no where in site and I am not searching it out so I should stay wagon bound in the future. But thank you!
