USSWEDE

Our ideas of forgiveness are the same. I originally started lurking on this board after second seperation. GAL then came back after vehicle accident slowed it up. Thought I might be able to help some of the guys here with communication and attraction. Made some cyber friends. Try to avoid going out and dating as much as possible. Going out seems to lead to dating....

If you could find the perfect female companion what would her character traits be?

noone is perfect, you work with who you love. That is not an answer --because I had it and it didnt work out so I dont know anymore. It was much more then that silly list I put up before that LFL refers too...

I'm wondering what your goal on this BB is. Most of the people here are trying to repair broken relationships. Are you here to move on?

I am here to figure out why I did what I did. I want to fix me. I think she was pretty amazing, and didnt deserve what happened. I often think she is better off without me, untill I think where she will end up. It was not conscious, but I was aware if that makes any sense.