So my 180 seems to be working. BUT, I am already starting to crack. My H seems so sad by my withdrawal from him. I know he's been a jerk, but I can't stand to see him sad.
AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!
How can I keep up my 180 when it seems to be hurting him?
In addition to DBing, I've been using a few Feng Shui cures -- pink sheets for passion, heavy rocks in the bathroom to weight down bad energy, photos in bedroom of H and me. (Yes I am superstitious too.) He asked me if I was trying to make him cry by leaving the photos out (they're wedding photos and they've been out all week so I don't know why he suddenly just asked me about them.)
Advice, humor, nasty comments? Anyone have any suggestions here to keep myself strong with the 180?
