Good to know that you are still here. I understand your "evil" feelings. Whenever I think of those moments when STBX was having his ony-way emotional affairs or on-line flirting things, I get evil too...
And probably that is why my STBXH had been so mean to me also. In his mind, I "mistreated" him for a long time and it was a payback time. Lately he does not really do or say anything mean. He is just determined to get D, though. Although we do not really talk about D either, actually. I think he reached a point where he just wanted our lawyers to handle our D. We just talk about our son, that is all.
I know this is quite normal to go through this "entitlement" stage. But I wonder if STBXH will ever feel humble... IF there is any hope for us, that is when we may be able to recover... But hey, I should not have any expectations, as they continue to torture me.
