Sure I look around at other women and dream of finding myself a honeypot to spend the rest of my life with in blissful EC but there is something else I want (and I probably want it more). When I grow up I want to be like my own Dad who has the privilage and pride of having 10 grandchildren visit him often and I want to share in that pleasure with the mother of my own children. If I were to leave W I would certainly miss out on that. Besides I do love my W and still fancy her like mad. SD