Honeypot, Just a thought. I read on your thread that you now have a frequency of 3 times a week but that it is still not enough. I know what you mean. No matter how much you get it will never be enough because he is not making you feel loved and that is the feeling you really want to feel. My Friday nights were the same. I was taking my pleasure (even though most of the time I was concentrating on her pleasure) and she behaved like a reluctant participant who was not really "there". It becomes soul destroying and the feeling of being unloved gets worse as it dawns on you that there will never be the emotional connection you would love to have. Here follows some over-the-sea emotional connection from SD to HP... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~{{{{{{{{{{Honeypot}}}}}}}}}}~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ There's a lot of waves between you and me and my diagram shows my cuddles to be roughly in the mid Atlantic but by the time you read this I expect they will have arrived. SD xxx