Honeypot, You completely changed my steriotyped view of women when I first read your posts back in early 2004. Before that I really believed there could be no such thing as an HD woman because every man I know always complains about lack of sex from their wives. If I ever do find myself looking for a new partner at least I know that there are women with the right stuff out there somewhere! As to whether I tell her my plans. Yes I will because there is a lot of talking still to do. I'm pretty sure I won't be initiating on Fridays for the foreseable future but I see no reason not to try to talk R instead. She wants me to respect the way she wants to live and the flip side is that she will have to respect the fact that I can't live that way and will (being a flirty type of guy) not be able to stop myself from looking around. When the chips are down she is inclined to say "I DO love you" but it's delivered more as a matter of fact than a heart pounding emotion. When I feel love for her it could take the form of me nibbling her ear lobe and whispering that I love her and want to kiss her all over. She just doesn't have it within her to even think about doing that sort of thing. I'm in a bit of a turmoil because I am still filled up with HD. I feel like a child who desperately wants that expensive toy but has realised that he'll never get it. The desire and anticipation is still there but the goods never materialise. SD xxx
