Hi Wes,
I understand perfectly what you're saying!!!!

I've been D for almost two yrs. Haven't felt much of anything. I've dated a lot and it seems the more I get to know someone, the less I want to be with them. This has happened over and over.

I don't have an answer for your question because I'm not sure if that "silly, loopy, can't wipe the grin off my face" feeling will ever happen for me.

On the other hand, I no longer feel the stress, depression, anger, hopelessness that I felt in my M so I'd rather be where I am now.

Jill (who's still hoping for that giddy feeling of love)