michaelH, Welcome to the boards. I'm so sorry that it is under these circumstances. You will find a lot of support from a lot of people dealing with the same agony that you are experiencing. I don't have a lot of advice. Try taking a slow deep breath and then do it again. Try to keep the negative thoughts out of your mind. Keep busy! Try not to wallow in your grief. Make a list of things you would like to accomplish in a day (a short, reasonable list) and then FORCE yourself to do at least one of the things on your list. Remember...you can not control your W. You can only control yourself and your life. GAL! It does really help. I know it doesn't feel like it right now but it will get easier. Just hold on. I'll hold a good thought for you today.
Spitfire23
Always do right. This will gratify some people, and astonish the rest. Mark Twain
