What to do next?

[WCW]

I understand that mode, sometimes they call it detachment. I wonder too if H refuses to be DB'd, he's a pretty good snoop! and seems to always be a step ahead of me. I definetly so understand the 'improved but can't reach a goal'. What do I settle for? I've always been a person that settles, rather than standing up for what I want. Whew, talk about vent, and I'm not even where I belong... oops. Make a great day!