I appologize for the appathetic attitude. Some times I just get in the mode of "no where to go, nothing to do, let's sit and watch and see where this goes". Perhaps one of my biggest mistakes was leaving the DB book early on in this experience. I am sure W read it and is too stubborn to allow herself to be DBed. So where most of us would start to feel like they are winning, my W puts in the heals a little more deeply. So overall things have improved, but of course they aren't going where they need to be.

Some days I want to be as cold about this a Donald Trump, other days I'm just glad things have improved. As much as I do inspire others with my patience, I can see the end of my rope also. Some days I would just like to take the rug out from under W. Ah, yes, more venting.