The other night I had a very interesting dream, W was sitting there with a relative who had passed away. They were looking at how W life had/was progressing. At the point where they came to the last few years, it got real interesting. It was real facsinating listening to W explain her actions over these years to someone who had been through the same experience, but from the other side of the fence. I would give anything to hear her make those commitments to changes for real.
It was interesting hearing/seeing my own mistakes too. But I felt pretty good about how I faired. Through this whole experience I have changed what I can, now I just wait patiently. Hopefully I'll endure to the end.
