I chose Phoenix because of the way I felt when I came to this site. Finding my self felling burned and left in ashes, I wanted to raise from the ashes and fly again. This was chosen to give myself hope. Many times I have felt that I have accomplished much where no one felt I would. These last few weeks I feel that I was right on track.
I do send many prayers and good vibes your way. Continue with a positive, can't lose, won't accept loss attitude. Build yourself back up and regardless of the outcome you will fell that you have won. You won't know till you get there what you have accomplished.