Thanks for input. I've been enjoying doing different things on my own. Enjoying some travel and new sights. 180's for me, not sure what more to do, I'm happy with nearly all aspects of my life except..... Reflect what I see, some of that I don't think I would like to see come from me, too negative of a personality type. I have never been big on blaming other people for any lack of personal motivation I might have. You are always who you decide you will be. (Don't blame others)

Some how W thinks that we should not be having the struggles we are having. Since non of it could be her fault, it must be me. Yada, yada, yada.