As much as I like to feel I've got a good handle on things, there is still the unknown factor, that I don't like. W is one that doesn't like to feel out of control, regardless of what is happening. I'm sure this is something that she's not to excited about.
Pushing to make myself more self realized is great, can be work, but better all around. I just have to rely on a greater power to fullfill his purpose. Giving space and not pushing is also difficult. Anyhow, the adventure continues.
