You sound like you are doing okay! Good to hear! However, I'm not sure if I read you well, or not, but I do detect a certain amount of resignation. Try and find something that excites you in your life, and don't just settle, despite your W's cr*p! Being committed doesn't mean you have to just resign yourself to your fate. I could be way off course here, and if I am, then please forgive me.
Hope you're having a fun-ish weekend.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim