Thanks WCW and BeingMe. I just seem to be in limbo land and the longer this drags out the more I find myself starter to get resentfull and hurt. She has set a standoff distance or barrier and doesn't look like that will change much. This is something I am not willing to live with in an R. Also she seems to encourage me to give up some guidelines/standards that I have in my life so she won't feel as much out of place, even when she knows I shouldn't compromise. Instead of trying to reach a higher level she wants to settle for what's obtainable. I'm not sure if I can live with that.
I guess we'll see, time will tell. Maybe I'll come back on later tonight, if not, have a good one. Catch you tomorrow.
