Hi Z-Bube I'm so glad you like your C. That is a long time to be seeing someone. Wow. Just wanted to add my support. It is so hard to live with a narcissist, I feel for you. And good for you for venting on the boards. Hope it helps you. There are no easy solutions for you or for anyone on this board. M is soooo hard. Somedays it feels like too hard, but we all get through to a new day. You will too. LFL