Hey ZB, can't say much except I really feel for you. I'll try to send some positive vibes your way this weekend, hoping it has enough fun in it to distract you from your situation.
Keep posting here man. Keep us updated. We all care about you (if you couldn't already tell). Find or make a place inside yourself that can't be touched by the hell around you. I did that and it was the only thing that kept me going during my deep depression.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"
