I am resistant to being his cutesy girl this weekend; I kind of feel I have moved beyond that, but if he needs to feel that sense of fun and youth, I feel I should go along with it...and it might even be a good thing for me...as long as we can get to a place where he accepts all of me, depression and emotionality included. That's a tough one IHJ. I know what you mean by not wanting to be cutesy. GEL has a point though that maybe you should just go with it for now. It's better than the alternative, no sex. H and I still struggle with this. We have sex much more frequently but it's still not always "grown up" sex kwim? Too jokey and not very sexy at times. But we are doing it so that's better than before right? One step at a time. Good luck this weekend!!
