"Might I be that someone?"

Now what would make you think that?



I know I need to say something about the sex, but it's hard. I worry that he's going to ask me if I ever liked it, and when I say "no, not really....I just did it for you", then he'll get upset and think that I don't enjoy him because of the things he likes.

We've had this kind of talk before...a long time ago...and when I told him I didn't like certain things, did that stop him? No.

I feel like I shouldn't have to remind him during the act when he does what he does; it totally ruins it for me. He should know already. How can he not understand, "H, I don't like that. Please don't."?

One time, we were flirting over the phone, and it was fun . I was enjoying talking with him, but then he started talking about some things he wanted to do with me, and when I said no, he asked why. So I told him. Then after a few moments he said, "Thanks for telling me what we're not going to do, Val. Thanks."



Anywaaaayyyy............

I did thank H when he told me to have the repairs done on the truck, and when he added HBO. I told him that I really appreciated that, but I didn't say I appreciated the fact that he didn't comment about how much extra money all of this was going to cost him. I think I'll do that after I get the truck done, and after I watch "Sopranos". I already know what he's spending on the truck, and I'm guessing the HBO package is going to be about another $20 - $30 a month. I know that's nothing, but I also know that's something to H.

Ummm....thank you, Don.....Ok, that kind of left a bad aftertaste .... LOL....You know I'm kidding, right? For anyone who doesn't know, Don and I didn't exactly start off so well . He's challenged me quite a bit , but I know his intentions are for the best .

Thanks for listening.

Valerie

"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown

"Piecing is not for the faint of heart." ~ sage