I think what you are feeling is normal. I was apprehensive at times with physical affection and such. Then, I would be apprehansive with wanting him here and near...then not here. I think it's sort of a normal transitional phase that some if not all of us go through. Just ride it out, sometimes it takes quite a while to adjust.
So, go lay with H and snuggle with him before he has to go.
Have a great night. Gotta get the kiddos in bed and have a chat with H about the upcoming week.
~SE
I'm moving on...at last I can see...life has been patiently waiting for me.
Me-32 WAH-35 DD-11 DS-4 H left 11-03 Piecing- 12/04 WAH again- 03/07 Married 12 years Divorce final May 15, 2007
