Hey doll! Long time no update so how about throwing us a little bone? I'm sure it's too early too tell but have you seen changes in H?
Beyond prodding you for an update I also wanted to let you (and anybody interested who follows your thread) know that I've switched things up a bit. I've moved my thread over to Surviving and called it "Stop Waiting." Drop by if you get a chance...
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Hey fellow WW, thanks for dropping by my thread. Just checking in as haven't heard an update in a while. Hope everything's ok in your world. No doubt you're drained with the heat, and all the Chrissie stuff and all the DB stuff....
Hey guys I am still here but have been rather preoccupied so I apologise.....
My girlfriend had her baby 9.13am Monday morning and we had had 2 false starts over the weekend, so have been catching up on missed sleep and cooing over the most delightful little baby boy. It was such and honour and thrill to have been present at the birth and to have witnessed such a magnificent event. Yes he will be very spoilt by me. It is the closest thing to having a new baby myself. (As I really don't want any more 3 is enough for me)
She is very much left of centre and none of my other friends are quite as original and my dear friend "Tania". Her and her husband have called their son "Urban" (after "Keith Urban", you know our Aussie Country Singer that just won your Country Music Award and he is maybe engaged to Nicole Kidman). Anyhow they both love him and think he is wonderful so they have named their baby after him - yes unusual but hey each to their own.
Anyhow I have been and visited him each day and he is just so sweet...hohum.....
As for my other news don't really have any just been plodding along with H. He came over Friday night for awhile and then took S9 to the drive-in to see Harry Potter. H has just been giving me a kiss on the cheek lately although Friday he gave me a better kiss and a huge hug so that was a bit of a change.
Saturday he dropped S9 off and much the same with the kiss and the hug but he had to work afternoon shift so said he would come by Sunday for a coffee. He did this and same again although he wanted to ML but I didn't feel comfortable as I don't fully trust his intentions yet it could just be that he was feeling toey and I was available or so he thought. I do not want to feel used.
Didn't see him Monday as he is on all lates this week but was off yesterday and today and he came over last night and came with me to see my gf and the baby and he left around 11pm so that was nice.
I am not seeing him tonight as I have volleyball and the Casualty Dept at his work is having X-mas drinks so he is going to that...of course he wouldn't ask me. He did say we could go to the pictures in the next week if I'd like so we will see if he mentions it again.
He has also said that he is off work for X-mas day this year and that he might stay X-mas Eve if I didn't mind as we have a get together X-mas Eve a bit like an open house and he thought he could stay and be there for the present opening X-mas morning. That is the plan at the moment but we know how things can change. I am still deciding what to do about Lunch and Dinner more so Lunch as that is at my Dad's and lets just say I don't know how Dad will take him as he is very disappointed in him at the moment and they haven't spoken.
Well I don't have alot more to say really, I am flat out at work leading up to Christmas everyone wants stuff done before the break. We are breaking up on the 22nd Dec and coming back to work 16th Jan so that will be a really nice break.
Till next time.....Kim..... P.S. Oh and as for that sexual peak thing at 40 whoo hoo I am 40 next year so bring it on....hopefully I will have H then or maybe a bonk buddy by then so I can enjoy my peak....hehehe
It is the closest thing to having a new baby myself. Even better as you get to hand him back when he gets a full nappy
Well your life is certainly full at the moment. I guess things are just plodding away with WAH.
P.S. Oh and as for that sexual peak thing at 40 whoo hoo I am 40 next year so bring it on....hopefully I will have H then or maybe a bonk buddy by then so I can enjoy my peak....hehehe Hey hey, I haven't heard that term: bonk buddy for ages. Guaranteed you will enjoy your 40s Kim.
YoYo It is not easy but I feel it retains my own dignity and that way he is not calling all the shots. ML should be something 2 people do b/c they want to enjoy that experience together as a greater level of their love. If I wanted to just have sex I could do that with anyone, as H has been away for some time now it is alot easier to resist him b/c I have got more used to going without. I just will not allow him to have control of everything and it is my body and if I choose not to share it with him well too bad. Build a bridge and get over it I say.
Yes this whole experience has given me a much stronger will power....KDU
KDU - I've been in this sh*t for sooo long now...I should have built enough willpower. *sigh* I am such a weak piece of sh*t. Better go now...before I drag everyone down...
I dont always come to your thread cause if I read too many it takes way too long , but you sound so good it really gives me a lift when I see how strong you are , and I think it is great you turned down his ML offer, shows you have a life and dont depend on him for it. hugs ruth
but I didn't feel comfortable as I don't fully trust his intentions yet it could just be that he was feeling toey and I was available or so he thought. I do not want to feel used.
