H is waking up....but will it last????

[Burgbud]

I am in such a limbo as I am not prepared to close the door completely yet but boy am I close. Personally at the moment I can't see us working and that would be my choice but I am prepared to see this through and see if these meds relax him a little if so well I will keep going but if not then it's a matter of time.

That sounds good, Kim. Really, really good. Hang on to that, okay doll? I know limbo sucks, but if you release yourself from having to make things one way or another way, you can make it livable for awhile. Hopefully, for long enough.

Good luck with the Christmas decorating!