Thanks Kismet and Lisa I was quite proud of myself too b/c a month or so ago I would have gone no matter how tired I was but that was before I decided to watch out for myself.
I spoke to H yesterday on the phone b/c I texted him to tell him doctor's appointment was 7.20 tonight. He then rang me to say hi and say that the time for the Doc's was fine. Anyhow I said I had to get going and would see him tomorrow night as I was really still tired from the weekend and was going to have an early night.
Then H turned up at my work when he had finished his shift at the hospital, with a few of S9's things (that really could have waited until tonight) we chatted for about 10mins and he said what was I up to tonight and I replied like I said I am having an early one. H then said could I ring him around 9 (he doesn't have a phone in the van exept a mobile and never has credit as it is a pre-paid) I said yes and that was that.
I rang H about 9pm said hello asked what he had been doing which wasn't much spoke for about 3-4 mins and then I said I was going as I was going to go to sleep. Which I did about 15min later, still tired today though. Just not as young as I used to be.
Anyhow H is coming over around 6pm tonight for tea and then we will both go to the Doc's so we will see what he says. Will give you all an update tomorrow as not much happening at the moment.
I am really starting to detach I think so this is very interesting at the moment and I have no idea where it is going to lead me but i am up for it no matter which way it goes. Time will tell and I have had heaps of that haven't I......KDU
