All of you thankyou for all your wonderful words they have helped pick me up a bit and having a bit of a break from H at the weekend...
Piglet - Yes yes yes, you really do seem to understand how I feel at the moment so thank you it really helps when someone knows how you feel.
Kismet - Yes I have been totally overawed and exhausted by the whole thing, hopefully I have the strength to keep going.
SH - Wonderful wonderful words as always, that really did make me feel a bit special so thankyou and gives me a little more reason to keep going. You always know just what to say.
Ruth - Thank you for dropping by and your kind words, feel free to speak up whenever you like.
Lisa - Thanks and don't ever feel like you have nothing to say just dropping by always shows support.
DF - Well hello stranger, I have noticed you on a few of the other's threads as I have been reading through maybe this is our beloved DMF coming back. I know you dont post alot on threads lately but just b/c you are a little disallusioned with your own sitch doesn't mean you don't have something special to add to others. Your sense of humour for one is worth sharing....so think about that, you are a worthy wonderful person and your input on the boards is sadly missed, but I thankyou for dropping by I have missed you...
Now for an update....
Friday night I finished work and went to watch S9 play cricket for awhile and then went home and quickly got ready to go out for dinner with a gf. We had a good night and I got home about 3am (yes another late one). Anyhow woke up Saturday really late for me at 11am.
Went and had a shower and then H showed up so we had a coffee and then went and sussed out some washing machines. (Long story which I will tell you one day but don't by the brand "Centrex"). He dropped me home about 2.30 and I did a little housework, then had a nap for an hour and then my friend Jarrod rang and asked what time I wanted to go out for tea so we arranged it for 7pm. I then did some running around, some more cleaning and had a shower and got ready. We then went to the pub and one of our Aussie Swim Stars was there - "Michael Klim" as he is from Melbourne he was doing a Commonwealth Games promotion so I got his autograph for each of my kids.
Jarrod and I went on to have a pleasant evening, we had a nice dinner a few drinks, a few games of pool and great conversation. I got home about midnight which is a much better time.
Sunday awoke about 9.30am had a shower and got myself organised as it was my mum's birthday. Went to the shops and then picked up a bottle of "Yellowglen" Champagne and went to Mum's for lunch. We had 3 courses which went from 12.30 until 6.30pm. We were all bloated and needless to say didn't need any tea.
I was supposed to go to H's for a coffee Sunday night but when I got home I just couldn't be bothered and wanted to have an early night so I sent him a text saying I was tired and would ring him soon. I rang him and explained I just couldn't be bothered as I was too tired, he was O.K. about that and we said we would speak tomorrow.
That is about it, I had a really good weekend with a little H contact but nothing in depth which I think was good. I managed to have a fair amount of me time this weekend which I think I needed so we will see how this week goes. Again I wanted to say thankyou to all you wonderful people who keep supporting me, I couldn't do this without each and every one of you so thanks again.
