Thanks guys I think I really needed to hear what you said BB, you always manage to keep me focused when I start to have a slump so thankyou for that.
I am also glad that people can validate me and my feelings on this board as H doesn't do it nearly enough. You are all right though if he is prepared to see the doc I guess I must go that route and see what happens a few weeks after that. BB is right I will not close the door and I will do nothing to harm the R but maybe give it a bit of space so as to ease my feelings for awhile.
H and I went out for a drink last night but it was very much like 2 people as friends and not overly good ones at that. We had a bit of a R discussion which did not produce the greatest of results from H just more of his head still being in the fog...sigh....I left this alone and didn't really argue.
Today he has come into work to see me and doesn't remember much of what was said last night, think all the working and a few drinks went to his head. Anyhow we chatted for a bit and we are just going to see whether the meds help clear his head a bit so it is still a waiting game.
He is taking S9 tonight to cricket and having him stay over, he is then dropping him at my mums for X-mas decorating and H and I are going to the gym and then he is going to help me put up some outdoor dec's on the roof. He is then having S9 Saturday night.
I am going out with a girlfriend tonight for dinner and Saturday night Jarrod is coming to visit and Sunday is Mums birthday so we are doing lunch. So a busy weekend which is great. All of you have a fabulous weekend as I am sure I will....KDU
