KDK i am going to drop over to your thread again but you don't seem to be posting much, but you sound a bit down with your sitch so buck up and smile.
Yoyo - thanks for the encouragement
Kismet - I wish he could get free samples they would at least be a bit of fun to look at depending on what he got but no I don't think he will.
Lisa - I am not there yet my love although I am trying but don't put me on a pedastal as I am no where through this yet, but if I am giving you strength and encouragement then that is fantastic. Hopefully we can hold hands and skip through this reconciliation thing together....
BB, thanks darl for your words. As much as this Sexpo peaks my curiosity I don't know that it is really something I would want to visit as surely if you walk into a Sex shop you can see just the same things, I have done that....gone into a Sex shop with a couple of friends and boy did some things make my eyes pop out of my head, I can see why other things pop for the males.....Hehehe....Anyhow as I said even if I could get in I wouldn't bother as once I had looked at the first few stalls I think it would become rather boring.
Oh and I am determined to keep being honest about how I feel with H b/c then there cannot be any misconceptions. I do not want to come across to him as forceful and hard to please but I will continue to keep my boundaries in place b/c it helps me to feel comfortable.....
Anyhow everyone I don't think I will have a lot to update this weekend as i wont really be seeing H at all. I think I will have a nice quiet relaxing night tomorrow night on my own and do Housework Saturday and then on Sunday I think I will get the kids to give me a hand straightening the backyard as Summer is pretty much here so there will be a lot more backyard B.B.Q's soon and I want my garden to look pleasant...KDU
