H is waking up....but will it last????

[kaydeekay]

Kim: I think you are doing a fabulous job on rebuilding your M. You are letting H know how you are feeling and not holding anything back.

I know how the trust issue is. We put all of our trust in our H's these past 9 / 10 months when they would want to work things out with us. Then they turn right around and sh!t on us by returning to OW.

I want to believe my H so much that he wants to work things out but I just have a real hard time forgetting what he has done to me in the past. In one year he has left and returned home 5 times. I think at this point and time it's easier for me to just give up and get a D rather than put in the hard work to rebuild my M.

I think you are handling your sitch a lot better than I am and I wish I had half the strength you have. Keep it up!! Tony is damn lucky to have you