Thanks KDK at least someone knows how I am feeling. I am a bit luckier I don't have to put up with H seeing OW although he does go back to work today so we will see what happens there as that is where OW is.....sigh......
I had a good weekend on Friday night H took S to the drive-in movies and then had S stay over at his place. They come to my place about 3pm. H had stuff with him to stay the night, which had been discussed before so that was O.K.
We had a coffee and he said he wanted to go to the gym and what time would the older kids be home (they were at their Nan's which they do each Fri night) I told him not until around tea time but that he could go to the gym (I just couldn't as my older kids weren't home to mind S9) so he trotted off and did his workout whilst I continued to do mine as in the housework.
When he got back we had a couple of quiet drinks and then cooked dinner on the B.B.Q (T-Bone Steaks - yummy)It was nice as he was cooking the meat and on the cooker on the side I cooked the onion's. We then had tea, which was rather late b/c of daylight savings (not getting dark until 9pm now) and then we got ready to go out and meet a friend. We did this and got home about 2am and crashed.
Had a bit of a sleep in the next morning till around 8.30 - 9.00am and then we got up and pottered around. Being a hot day again we went and picked up another air conditioner for the back room (As we only had one up the front in the lounge) and put it in the window. This made a good difference to the back half of the house.
We then cooked some Bacon & Eggs, cleaned up the kitchen and then relaxed on the couch watching the Cricket for the afternoon. (West Indies V's Australia) It was nice and relaxing. H went home about 4pm as I had to go out and buy a birthday card for my sister's birthday as we were going to Dad's for dinner. (Which was beautiful, he did Lamb, Pork and Chicken in the Webber).
H has called in this morning to my work after he had been to the gym for a coffee and to say hello as he is on Afternoon Shift this week.
So it was a nice relaxing weekend and I think we are slowly starting to feel more comfortable with each other but I still have some barriers up I can tell. Oh well all in time it should get better......
Now I don't know if I have done anything to offend anyone but it seems a few people have dropped away from talking on my thread and I do miss them, so come back please, I hope it is not b/c you feel you have nothing to offer, b/c trust me you do even if it's just friendship and support. I love my contacts here and love it when you drop by. Anyhow I will still bother you on your own threads nonetheless.
Thanks though to BB, Kismet, Beth, YoYo and KDK for always checking on me, love you guys.....KIM
