Hi guys, thanks Kismet and YoYo for your thoughts....and I do like your sense of humour Kismet.
Well yesterday I was just kind of venting b/c I haven't really been feeling that H is trying very hard but I have calmed down now.
I saw H this morning as he is working for us today and he said he is sorry he hasn't seen me much but it's been due to working Cup Day (Tuesday) and Oaks Day (Thursday) and he has been stuffed in between and limited with money. He was working 12+ hours I suppose. Anyhow he said everything should settle down a bit now and we will be able to start working on our R. He said he could see how I might be feeling that we have been going nowhere this past week.
So there you go lucky I didn't jump the gun I suppose, so we will see what the next week brings. I obviously still have some issues of my own to work through as the fact that I was annoyed yesterday shows me that I have expectations that I feel are not being met so I need to deal with this. I put it all down here only b/c one day in the future someone else may be feeling like I have been and at least they will see they are not alone.
These boards have helped me so much that if someone else can gain something from me being totally honest about my feelings then I will feel like I have given something back....Will update you all after the weekend, I am sure I will have alot more to tell you all......KDU
