I thought I had no hope of feeling better, but the C I have been seeing has helped me a great deal. I had to start liking myself again, I am worn down like you are from the yrs of termoil.
I know somehow, someway with a change of venue you can be happy again. As you know a good C can help us make some decisions when we are stuck in a rut. I thought everything was my fault, when things didn't go right, I fell deeper into depression. My C has helped bring my spirits back up, I can now see that I would make a great husband for a "sane" women. A few months back I thought I was worthless.
Someone who has the talent, ability to get books published and that can C other people would be worth more than a heart of gold to be a "sane" man's wife.
JO YOU ARE THAT TALENTED AUTHOR, KINDHEARTED AND MAY I ADD STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL WOMEN.
I know you can overcome the current sit., but something has to change.
What would Andy do if you fell in love with a stable handsome man? If you live to close to him I think he would cause the two of you problems. Lets say you had a boyfriend to talk to and spend time with, how much would you miss Andy?
