Jo,

Well for now its just good for my ego. We are talking like two people curious about each other lives. Cyber sex is not something I am interested in, as far as her being honest, we will see, believe me after what I have just gone through I am watching for red flags.

I know two Texans married to brides from Russia in my town, both families have children now. Will there marriages last, who knows, but I can tell this much, these ladies are very dedicated mothers and wives. Actually I have met 5 ladies from Russia that have moved here, they are very conservative, maybe a bit to frugal.

I certainly don't have my hearts set on one women, that shes the one and there is no other. But I am telling you, I am very attracted to foreign women, that alone would make me be more of a romancer. I like the accents, the different cuisines, the lure of the unknown, taking a chance on what is forbidden. Yep I could get scammed, she says she is a Christian, I will slowy see what happens.

For years I had dreams of falling in love with an exotic foreign women. So instead I married a French/Italian that shaves her arm pits and legs, but almost drove me crazy. Now I am free, so why not take the chance on a longtime dream. Before internet, before getting out in the bigger cities I thought this is just foolish to want a lady from India, Spain, Russia or Brazil or, or, or.

My XW had a lady friend that used the internet to get sex. Usually they met within days of chatting to have sex. I would not fall into this trap. Infact this time I would prefer to get married in a church wedding before having sex. I now want a great friend to confide in first, yes I want to do it, but I want a R when the lust wears off.

I am rambling about all of this, highjacking Jo's thread, but I am having fun so pleas put up with me. (She is hot though)

Jay


emotional rollercoaster