I have mixed emotions about Christmas this yr too. I don't know where I will be, by myself if XW follows the D decree as she gets the kids for Christmas or if she will invite me and have me be the "chef" at the last minute. Or will she have shagged a new man, for some reason after I got booted last week she is cleaning up the place.
I can only say try to focus on other aspects of your life. For an example, I was wasting tons of energy worring about what XW thinks of me, but now I am focused on getting my business straightened out. I feel relief being away from her, if I start thinking about her then I turn it into "I don't need her games".
Jo, if our X-es could act proper and live normal lives it would be worth restoring our marriages. I find the more I am concerned about her drama the more depressed I get, their games are not good for our health.
I will pray for you Jo, remember the talents that you have and don't listen when anyone puts you down. He is insecure that is the only reason he says anything negative about you. You don't have to listen to any of it.
