God, I hate this. I'm in tears again because they've gone and I always cry after they've left no matter how many times I see them.
I only don't cry if I don't see them. People always said it would get easier, that it would stop. 4 years later and I'm still crying and finding every visit with them agonizing.
The only other way I stopped the crying was maxing out on anti-D's (because then I was so dizzy and out of it I didn't care) - I don't want to do that again.
DD2 upset me even though she was being nice, I burnt myself by accident, I have an appalling headache, don't have a clue what to do about Andy, as usual he is confusing me. Generally feel as if I am getting the flu.
