I hope you feel better soon. Take it easy for awhile, okay?
I agree with everything that livnlearn had to say. You can't live off the occasional crumbs he throws your way. But only you can decide how long you want to ride this rollercoaster hoping that your XH will be the man you want.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
