LOL, you don't know how close you are to what happened
Okay, here is the unabridged version:
Right after discussing my career and my book etc he starts struggling up to me on the sofa and let me tell you, he looked HOT in those new clothes. He was starting to look at bit frayed round the edges, but not that day, wow, or it might be the ovulation drugs they've got me on, LOL.
Then he says he wants me back and I should stop pushing him away, stop analysing and stop thinking of the future so much I ruin the present. I made this joke that I had to live for now because we had no future. He said 'Actually, we do have a future.'
The girls asked for help moving a box of toys so Andy went to DD4's bedroom to help with the lifting and I followed him. My bedroom is right next to her bedroom and I was standing behind him, watching him helping the girls with their toys and sorting out this argument between them.
Then he turned around to face me and literally PUSHED me backwards into my bedroom and then stood with his arms across the doorway so I couldn't walk back out (he's 6 foot tall, LOL).
Realising I couldn't get out, I sat on the bed and attempted to make light conversation. He strided up to me, looking like the disposcessed Lord of a bleak Moorland Estate, and said 'Why did you bring me in here?' I laughed and said 'Actually you PUSHED me in here.'
So then he laughs back, and jumps on me, smothering me with kisses. Believe me, it is impossible to resist when the love of your life is behaving like that, esp. when you haven't had sex in weeks and your veins are coursing with IVF drugs.
I respond in kind and then he said something mind blowing (too explicit to write on here), but basically along the lines of him wanting to sow his wild seed, LOL.
I'm like, Andy darling, I am on IVF, I have a billon eggs sitting there.
He's like 'Waaay Haaay, Missus, that's great, isn't it?'
At this point I think he's crazy He's booked for a V in January, but maybe it's his dad's death, since sex and death are connected.
So he attempts to ML without contraception. I stop it from going quite that far but nonetheless...did I say the sexual connection was gone???? Pah!!! All I can say is, thunderbolt city!
This time was completely different to last time (in fact completely different to the last 2 years) and he made it about me instead of him, and spent the whole time doing all this stuff to me. Like he'd spend 5 minutes working on my legs and then move to a different bit.
Then afterwards he carried on, even though he was 'done' so to speak, and he was all romantic and wanting me to say ILY to him and responding really nicely when I did. Normally he'd run a mile if I said ILY to him, that day it he was smiling and pulling me closer and wanting me to keep saying it, LOL.
So anyway, multiple 'O' later (and I'm lucky if I get one with the VS), I stumbled out of bed in total shock but he carried on being nice even after that. He didn't leave straight away, we chatted for ages about loads of stuff, I got confident and said I'd have the girls and he was on about how he wanted me to mother them and they were all going to come over, we could all chill out together, he was hugging me in front of them and talking openly in front of them about us.
When they eventually did go (because DD1 was at home with Rose), my other DD's kissed me and then Andy kissed me too in front of them and wasn't bothered. He even said he wanted to be there when I have my operation.
