Hanging on this Merry Go Round #4

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Spent some time with my horse, having fun working on continued training with her, it would be nice to have input from H but……..he doesn’t seem to have much interest in the horse stuff the last few months.

This is TOO FREAKY! I just said this earlier today, and tonight H spends time in the arena with me and asks if I want his opinions and ideas about my horse. Is he reading? does he know? is this coincidence? do I give up this life support BB?

And I feel like crapola. The first time I don't hang out at home from the minute I get off work in town - we have a mare that is lame. H was out doing chores when I got home, and walked in when I was putting my boots on. H wanted to know where the medicine was for horses, needed it for this mare. Crap. I wasn't here, and this mare may not come out of this, ever. Would she still have gotten injured if I was here? probably. Would I feel better if I was here and knew about it? yes. And I'm off to town playing f&*^%))! games to get my husband back. Stupid, this is all so cotton pickin' stupid.