Hanging on this Merry Go Round #4

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My new GAL! I left home, came to town, and am using the library computer. Wow, doesn't that beat anything else you can think of?

Now, just to tell you about my trip..... I am seldom if never in town at this time of the day. On my drive in I stop at the bank to make a deposit and grab some free cookies, continue the drive to the library. Guess who I meet on the road? the high school friend guy who lurks around and finds me. How is that possible? coincidence? I took a weird turn, so did he. It's dark and raining, I had to use evasive driving to evade him. That is SO nuts! He used to be a great friend, now I just don't trust him, especially in the dark, what he wants just makes me too nervous to think about if he got closer than talking vehicle to vehicle. I've told this guy that I am not interested in anything more than a friend but he just keeps throwing insinuations to me, talk about no respect. I don't need a friend like that. And the last thing I need is the very first time I'm out here 'creating mystery' I end up being seen with another guy. Isn't that just what I need?

I get to the library, solo. I walk around to check out the computers, you have to sign in at the desk. I go to sign in, there's a client of H's, I really know how to do a 180!!!! I lurk for a minute, she leaves, and I go back to sign in. Well, I have to sign up first, and while I'm doing that.....here comes another couple that is friends with some real good friends of ours....can't dodge them, so I made idle chat and hopefully they aren't standing behind me watching the screen. (notes from Farriers thread) I now have 19 minutes left.

What bugs me so much about GAL is that I LIKE staying home and just being there. Sure, there are times I go stir crazy, and when H is home there can be plenty of tension, but I LIKE staying home. So now I feel like I have to leave or be chased from my home just to GAL. It seems so dumb. But in the meantime I've thought of some shopping or evening activities.

Rok- thanks for the ideas. I'll use them, but again, it requires leaving home. Yuck! I almost talked myself into that movie again.....but here I am, it's cheaper.

I also have this nagging feeling that H has figured out this site and lurks here. I have no proof, nothing concrete, his laptop is all locked up with passwords and I have no way to see his history files....as is the desktop that I use at home all locked up with my passwords and he cannot get at it. But he does walk by behind me plenty often, and I switch browsers, but I can't be 100% he's never seen the address bar. And of course, the big red letters at the top of the screen never help. I got caught at work today, I was doing a favor for a guy and showed him his stuff, and the BIG RED letters popped up. sh*t. What's done is done.

There, I have another idea for GAL. Rearrange the furniture so that H can't see my computer screen from the rest of the house. That would also qualify I believe for 'create mystery'.