Hiya WCW - Certainly sounds like tricky time with H
Quote: I sure enjoyed 4 days off of work in town. Tomorrow, back to the grind.
Woo hoo. Now you have lots of stories to regale H with? I know NG started seeing his ole wifey in a different light once my friends started telling him about fun things we got up to while we were GAL. Strange that, it takes someone else pointing things out for them to see through the fog.
Quote: yes H did initiate contact more when I did not make contact and he knew I would not be home at night.
How about dressing up smarter than normal for work and not coming home till really late one night?
Quote: I’ve been thinking a lot about our summer and early fall, how much progress I felt we had made. I made myself happy, we were busy, and H was getting closer to me. About the same time ow had a birthday, H planned his trip, I reacted bad, the last month has been full of fear and doubt on my part. Then H tells me he is keeping an eye open for a place to move. That’s the last thing I want to happen.
Sorry to go back, but this seemed quite important. Could it be that H feels he is being held accountable for your happiness? Like you feeling good is dependent on him, especially his intimacy?
