You'd think I have nothing better to do than sit here at the keyboard all night, but I'm waiting for H to come home to head for our meeting. And maybe he's not coming home and I'll be late. But he did ask this morning what time it started tonight.

I asked H this morning to talk to me, we have to get our feelings out to resolve anything. I asked what made me such a bad person that he could not even talk to me or carry on a conversation about our relationship. His reply was 'first of all, you're not a bad person.' Okay, so he acknowledges that. I want to scream at him then "WHAT is the problem?"

BigAl, I wear a front hook, should I still ask for help? There's a burned out light bulb in the barn that needs a ladder to get to it, been burned out for a while but now it gets dark so early we use the lights more. Is that the type of thing I should ask him to do? isn't that just nagging, cause I can easily do it myself? H will occassionally comment during conversations about women who can't do anything for themselves, or husbands that won't allow them. I have doubts he will fall for the weak woman plot, he complains about weak women. That's what I don't get, he'll run to help OW but can't even give me an opinion for something around here when I ask.

Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.