Gosh WCW, I don't even know what to say. But, I didn't want that to keep me from sending warm thoughts your way. I'm so sorry things are so hard. Right now things look positive for me. But, things have looked at least as negative for me in the past as they do for you now. My H acted very much the same as yours. That's not to say things won't backslide for me, but that all situations can and do go from bad to much better. And I do hear in the conversation from today that your H is not yet able to let go of your R. THAT's the positive. I know the hard part is how long you have to hang in there. I guess that's where you power and choice lies. You decide when to keep going and when to change directions.
