I have been having a very rough and emotional few days. Fact is, the days have not been that much different since the divorce. I suppose it started when I learned my XW had accepted an invitation to attend a football game with a MF.
After the game, she and several others went to his house to hang out and she supposedly had too much to drink and stayed the night. I learned of this because my son and I dropped by her house Sunday morning to get his church clothes she forgot to pack. She must have just gotten home since she was still in the same clothes that she was in when I saw her at my son's football game Saturday morning.
Of course I was more than disturbed and asked about it. She said it was none of my business. I pressed the matter a bit because I felt that to have that degree of comfort with someone this soon after the D, something must have been developing while we were still married. She offered no comments.
She called later that evening and apologized somewhat. She assured me they were just friends and that it was not a good idea for her to drive in her condition. She said she was not looking for any relationship and they did not fool around. It was strictly friends hanging out.
She did admit that she finds him attractive and fun to be around and she did give him a peck kiss goodbye. She shared this with me when she has absolutely no obligation to. I told her I was not so sure about "just friends" since it is not her habit to kiss everybody.
She said maybe she did it since I had accused her many times during our marriage of wanting to divorce because she was interested in him. She said sometimes she felt like acting on it since she was already being accused of it.
Well all this has sent me down the dumps. I am not ready for this type thing yet.
