I'm not going to answer that question, it's just simply one where I feel a catch-22.
Gel the way you answered this question by stating you were not ready to answer it was wonderful. Sometimes when we are emotionally drained we make decisions that are not quite what we want. I am glad you recognized this not many of us do until it is a little late.
Hang in there girl. I hope your weekend is good. Though I doubt one weekend will change much for you and your feelings of trusting it will last. But maybe it will be a baby step.
