KDU/Kismet - *sigh* I just want to hug you two and cry my eyes out. I am feeling really really sh*tty. I did just send him an email...along the lines that you (Kim) has suggested. Told him that it's really hard, and I accept the fact that he doesn't want the M anymore, and I need to learn to LET GO. I just need his cooperation to not contact me for reasons other than about the boys. Told him that we are going round and round in circles. Also mentioned that I don't think he will ever be able to tell ow... *sigh* I really feel like an empty void. I feel sick. *sigh* I just want to scream and cry my eyes out...I don't know how to feel or what to do anymore...
