if not kept properly refrigerated, can have a growth of bacteria KML - Think this could be it!! The others had other types of fish. They had the more regular items on the menu, whereas I had the "special". As for paprika, not a regular spice that I use but not the first time I've taken it either...
You are truly a bad, bad wicked girl!! Strong - Well, it's good to do a 180, right? Been always a gooody-gooody girl... You should have seen the look on my MIL's face......
ciguatera poisoning from the fish Kismet - What is ciguatera?
Journalling.... Went to bed early last night, ie. at 9 pm. Woke up at 11.30 am. Started to jot down my feelings and thoughts into my little note book. Started to cry alittle, started to think a little, and actually listed down things that I need to do for "Closure". The list of H's things that I need to pack, the issues that we need to discuss etc etc. The amount of $$ for the kids, visitation schedule, procedures etc etc... Couldn't hold on to my being DARK, sent H a text at about 3 am in the morning...my time. (It would be about 7 pm London time..) Me: I want you to know that my need to speak to her is not to scream at her or to scold her or to drag her down. I just need to make sure that she will take good care of you...better than I ever could. As in all projects, I need to do a proper handover. I will be sending a separation proposal to you. Please peruse and amend as you see fit. This would be for planning purposes and any action from my part will be from Jan. Thanks. P/s I will be away, so call my mom's to talk to boys.
You should have seen the look on my MIL's face...... 
