Still calm sea.... Saturday AM. Tried calling H (for boys to talk to him) but couldn't get through so sent him a text about this. He did call back after a couple of hours. I was upbeat and cheerful when I mentioned about the difficulty in connecting the call, and he added he had problems calling too. He spoke to S5 for a bit, and when S5 finished, I said that I wanted to speak, but S5 killed the call. I called H back, and he said that he heard me and was trying to call me back. Anyway, told H "cheerfully" that S8 sent him an email, and to reply his reply. H was quick to say that he would. Didn't text H at night.
This morning (Sunday), got a text from H at an ungodly hour of 5 am. He said that he was boarding the plane and would see me in a few days (no, I didn't respond to this text.) ...whatever that means. I have to say that I am in quite a confusion state of yoyo-ing. But will STOP all the funny thoughts that's going in my head, and just take one day at a time...and live the present on a daily basis....think that's better. Have to stop looking back, as well as looking forward. Just concentrating in being CHEERFUL, UPBEAT and POSITIVE for the present....
