Quote: The need to cry comes and goes, more so when I let myself think
Don't try to stop it and hold it inside. Let it out. You and D11 let out all your feelings. Won't make everything go away but maybe it will make you feel a little better.
I am so sorry you are going through this. My heart aches for you.
Quote: It feels like I'm just home with a sick kid and he's at work, he'll be home later.
This is how I cope sometimes. I pretend H is on an extended vacation or something.
Quote: I don't know when it will all hit me. I'm not looking forward to it.
When it hits you just go with the flow. Let it all out. Call a friend to be there with you. You and D11 do something fun today. Keep busy.
You are in my prayers. You are a strong woman and I know you will make it through this. We are here for you.
