Just a quick 2 cent comment… I know you say MB is out for religious reasons, but why do you need to let some dogma control your life to the extent that it creates problems? What if you did MB? It would certainly help you, and if he were to walk in and see you doing that, I have a hard time imagining any man NOT getting seriously turned by that! So you kill two birds with one stone. Why put this off because of what some priest says? Personally I would find another religion, which is one reason I’m not into the organized religion thing.
