"I'm done banging my head against a wall."

TS, I hope you appreciate the significance of that comment. When someone as obviously long-suffering and tolerant as GEL gives up, it's a bad sign. If you truly want help here, you've got a BIG hole to climb out of. Fortunately, there are people here that will probably throw you a rope if you ask.


"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"

Inertia Creeps by Massive Attack